#8

My heart actually aches with the need to explore every corner of the world. I want to travel the deserts of Egypt, wander the slums of India, and hike in the mountains of Alaska. I want to meet the people that live in the aftermath of destruction in Uganda, to come across something fantastic where I least expect it, to see something that makes me cry from amazement. I need to see new things and experience the beauty that the world holds. The beauty that people destroy.

Oh, crap. (#7)

I hate that war is necessary.

Oops. My lack of will power is showing (#6)

I sensor my personality depending on who I'm with. 

#5

I'm aware of a lot more than I let on.

#4

I don't believe in God. 

(I realized that when I post once I usually start a posting frenzy within myself.)

#3

I'm obsessed with fate.

I just need somebody to love.

I know that I should be grateful and feel lucky that my mom wants me to spend "family time" with them, and I do want to, I really do, but I just can't. I always find some excuse to push myself away from my family. I can see it hurts my mom, but I just can't stop. Yes, I want to see my brother's face when he looks at the sharks. Yes, I want to, I really do, but I just can't.

What's wrong with me?