Awkward

I hate that when I accidently close the screens on my laptop and my mom sees my Tegan Quin wallpaper it gets awkward. I just wish I knew what I was feeling so I could tell her the truth. I'm sick of pretending that me talking about how the actresses in movies are gorgeous rather than how the actors are hot is only because I thought the male leads were ugly. I just wish I could be myself, whatever that is.

PS- That really is a beautiful picture of Tegan.

PPS- I'm not sure what I said in the post, either.